When your relationship with God suffers, so does all of your other relationships

"When your relationship with God suffers, so does all of your other relationships. Fight to find time alone with God." Andy Mineo 

So I read this quote a few days ago and it has really been resounding in my head since. I have been struggling with wanting friends and having a since of community with my fellow bother and sisters in Christ. My first response to lack of friends was to blame them and to say that they are just to closed minded and don't want to open up there hearts up. Then I read this and I had to take a step back and view my life and how I have been living it lately and to be honest my walk has been horrible. Sin has been something that I have been trying to fight but now I just give in. Reading my word everyday was something that I looked forward to, now reading is more of a chore. Going to church was something that I really enjoyed now I just go because it something to do on a Sunday. 

I realize that all of these things are happening in front of me and and to be be brutally honest I don't really care and that is what scares me the most. 

I really have no idea how I got to this point or why I let it get to this point. I'm tired of going through the motions. I want that relationship that I once had with Christ I just don't know how to get back to the point.

I'm just stuck in this rut.....