So today I received an e-mail from Campus Crusade for Christ saying that Friday April 20th I will officially have to start raising support for my internship with Campus Crusade for Christ. I have to raise a certain amount of money before August 1st so that I can keep my internship.
My heart sank. Then my mind started racing as to how am I going to raise that much money so quickly.
Than I realized one thing. I am deathly afraid of trusting God . I have always had a back up plan just in case God didn't follow through with MY plans.when MY plan doesn't work I just run to him like he is some type of Holy ATM. Instead going (more like running) to HIM and asking HIM to help me do it and TRUSTING that he will do it. I know that he hasn't brought me this fair in life just to leave me where I am.
I know these next few months will be both trying and the most joyful in my whole life.
Fulling depending on God and knowing that HE can AND WILL get me through this.
Such is the confidence that we have through Christ toward God. Not that we are sufficient in ourselves to claim anything as coming from us, butour sufficiency is from God, who has made us sufficient to be ministers ofa new covenant, not of the letter but of the Spirit. For the letter kills, butthe Spirit gives life. 2 Corinthians 3:4-6 (ESV)
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